September 7th, 2007
|mordred_sade||06:41 pm - N00b Post.|
I don't quite know what to say, other than...hi?
And in case you were wondering, I'm not joining because it's "edgy," "badass" or "k3wl." I seriously get off to breaking skin with sharp objects, because of how it feels physically...you would not believe how many people have insinuated that I'm a half-wit teenage boy trying to create a scary image for himself. This is not the case.
Now that the matter is out of the way--I have no clue why this is sexually arousing for me. I was not abused (though my mother had two horrible marriages in a row while I was under 18,) I don't know if anyone in my biological family has it, and no one in my adoptive family has it. I've been like this since I can remember, though I didn't realize it was sexual until puberty.
I have Asperger's Syndrome, along with several other neurological things, which might count for something.
Oh, and my favorite sharp stabby things (heh) are knives, claw-sharpened fingernails and teeth (my canines are rather pointy.)
Nobody here is good at thinking what to say. We're none of us particularly social types, I think. S'all good. :D
Jacob, or random wanderer? Either way, definitely good to see you here. Post anything/everything pertinent you feel like...
Did you notice the poll a few posts down? That's not mandatory by any means, but I live for data collection.
My name's Ray, btw...and polls are fun.
Yeah sorry, I was getting a little defensive there. Plenty of non-gawth and non-abused people have likings for violence, morbidity, danger, etc. I agree.
"Dinosaurs Attack" cards sound so fun...
I wouldn't worry about any judgment here, really. The people whom you are referring to, who claim such things cause it's the 'goth/freak/whatever' thing to do (people who I say 'never grew out of their Hot Topic phase') are fairly easy to spot.
Just because you find such things interesting doesn't mean you have to have a 'dark past'. That's just fucking ridiculous. I mean, I had nothing significantly disturbing or negative happen to me, and I've got by the 'ol violence bug regardless. I blame it on the 'Dinosaurs Attack!' cards I had as a kinder gardener. XD